Hello world,
I am Icarus who loves the burn.
I am Sisyphus with a smile.
Im experiencing an Odyssey as Prometheus
Im becoming Daedalus forging real wings
and
I have always been a Roman amongst Greeks
Despite all of this, I feel serene despite a simmering fury
The reflections you’re about to read is my marcus writing his meditations
The art you’ll see and hear is my monster in a monet
This is the universe that holds my story, thinking, interests, work, art, and writing.
I don’t expect strangers to rummage through the depths of my soul but I made this in the hopes that my family, friends, mentors, and colleagues are able to take a peak behind the curtain.
I live a full life filled with challenges, burdens, and action but I do it all with kindness, intensity, positivity, and a smile.
I am a warrior, general, creative, and lover who tries his best to become the best version of himself through learning & reflection.
I work, write, and create mostly to reflect and grow from my lived experience of doing & trying with full effort.
I get up everyday and I’m excited to get bloodied and battered by life. I’m excited for the hunt with my team. I’m excited by grand strategy, tactics, and the blood bath of self-conquest.
I’m excited to learn & grow in chaotic environments - largely because I have a chaotic good alignment.
I hope some of these thoughts can help someone else in the void. If not, it helps me and hopefully my children.
I care more about effort, clear thinking, and process but actions & results matter almost equally to me. It’s how I know I’m improving. It’s the feedback loop to self-improvement.
At 17 (now 28), I started my journey with a misguided but exciting dream to be the “Jack Ma” of Southeast Asia. I set a 10 year goal to build a B2B Marketplace startup operating across Southeast Asia.
11 years later (2024), I surpassed those goals across all dimensions by sheer luck, focus, and obsession. I realize now I dreamt too small.
I met my wife in 2017 who became a bigger dream and now (June 2024) I’m expecting my first son in 4 months who is now the most beautiful dream I look forward to.
My wife made me into light - a kind and loving human being who’s able to receive and give radical love while remaining intense and obsessive. I’m still far from where I want to go but I credit everything to her love and my willpower.