05/21/24 Journal Entries - 1st wedding anniversary - Morning pages
It’s our first year anniversary as husband and wife.
What a beautiful life this is.
I have a full day ahead of loving, conquest, and creation.
I’m so grateful for a supportive and loving partner.
She married an Icarus but I’m no Hamilton.
Im going to learn from him. Be better.
I’m burning again.
I love it. I love soaring.
I love the fucking attempt on my candle wings.
My time is burning so intensely.
I love the fucking fire.
I love the warmth of the sun.
I’m going to give it my all until I’m a crisp again.
Then I’m going to laugh and be reborn again.
I am hubris. I am Icarus
But
I am Icarus who loves the burning.
I am Icarus giving others wings.
I am Icarus who loves intensely.
Get closer. Get closer. Get closer.
Closer to the furnace of it all.
Close enough for the all consuming warmth.
Close enough for the feverish intensity.
Close enough to be extremely alive.
I can do it all. I might suck at it.
But I can do it all with love and kindness.
I am Icarus who loves the burn